"Minal I don’t want to go yaar!!” Anagha was talking to minal on Wednesday morning…
“I don’t know anagha but I am sure that opportunity is not so simple, You are lucky that the same is given to you !!” Minal Said
“Aree but what about dad! He is not well these days you know na ?” Anagha was explaining her stand
“Anagha .. please don’t tell me that,,, I know uncle will be very happy .. yar I have seen you from 9th standard.. uncle has always supported your dreams and I am sure you have not come in this college to just stay here … I am sure you must have had some big dreams to go up higher… I am sure that if u ask this question to the anagha who has joined on the first day , she would have jumped with joy listening to such offer!” Minal was talking
“Such bol, kuch aur baat hai na?” Minal saw towards her and asked..
There was just a look from anagha’s side… she kept on looking at minal…
Few minutes later anagha looked at the ground and sighed…
“I don’t know yaar !! I am not feeling like going… I always feel i have to stop somewhere, why not now..” Anagha was speeking in low tone…
“hmmmm .. then tell me why now??” minal was connecting the speech
“I like amol” Anagha said..
“I knewwwww !!” Minal’s reaction and reflexed look was instant…
“Aaaaarrrrrree yaar this is the only thing which is stopping you!!” She continued
“Did u tell this to him?” Minals question was to the point
“Arre .. actually I am realising this today ! How can I tell him, I was myself not sure yaar !! but analysing the reasons I’m finally on this conclusion.” Anagha was speaking “I think I will need sometime for expressing this to him and also knowing if he also likes me the same!”
“Chal class jate hai! But please don’t tell this to him ok ! my sware to you ! its between us and let the it be handled by our destiny!”
Somewhere in café…..
Anagha’s decision of not going to U.S was disturbing amol. He was fully aware that she had started liking him and though even he had the same feeling for her. He was in love with her and had started liking her nature of thinking about the family and being so close to her mom-dad.. Her time allotted to her family was only for them.. She never used to compromise on that though what may happen… he was willing to get into that category where he will be also the priority for anagha but not at the cost of her success.. He wanted to see her grow and each day he used to think how can he convince her to grab the opportunity and fly.
Actually speaking, this time they both would have spoken to each other found out the best way to handle all this… but the youth times are crezzy and dream world times … Also, things happen fast.. we don’t get much time to understand and finalise the decision.. That age we feel that the decision we are taking is the only best thing for handling the situation… Amol also decided to do something and he made up his mind that this will be the best solution to make anagha finalise her decision…
The next morning he got the opportunity, it was Thursday and Anagha had still not decided her decision. Amol was sitting on the Katta of the class from where students of hostel enter…. when he saw her coming he called her… “Anagha… good morning … don minutes aahet ka tujhakade?”
“Arre! Bol na…Bas kay amol !” Anagha said, she turned towards her roommate and told her to go to class..
“Anagha… since last few days I wanted to share something with you.. I was really not feeling like attending lectures yaar…” Amol sighed !
“Amol… Kaay jhaley tula… Aaj first test of the lecture hai !! chal !! I am sure yest night movie dekha hoga tune and Nishant ne and study nahi kiya hoga… Firbhi chal.. test is easy.. tu crack kar lega… ”
Looking towards the ground amol said.. “Anagha… please yar !! I am in tension.. don’t know what to do!.”
Anagha said “ Amolll!!” Paused understanding he was serious “What happened… anything serious?”
“I am really down yaar… feeling feverish since yesterday !! not feeling anything nice and I know what is happening to me..”
There was a severe heartbeat going on in anagha’s heart and she could feel the same.. she was already on the seventh heaven.. “Is he going to say something to her today which she want to listen and feeling strongly since many days ?” she spoke with herself… the day for which she had waited since one and half year might be today.. Or there was any other serious problem with his ex-girlfriend.. but if that would have been Nishant would have given me some hint yesterday !! God please give me some courage … cant see him like this,,, anagha was constantly talking in her mind
Amol said.. “anagha… anagha…” “where is your mind?” “ I want to go out of this phase yar.. pls help me.. else I wont be able to concentrate”
Anagha said “Tu bol mala.. kya issue hai? “
Amol said “ I told u just now…. I like someone… you know her”
Anagha was just about to get a heart attack.. she was just happy that she was not able to hide her happiness… I know that girl means it will be me only! Amol what a style yar ! she was speaking constantly in her mind..
Anagha said “Ohhh My god !! amol .. tu and love” “awesome yaar” “Arre Bol na.. Who is the luckiest girl on the planet” .. this time her heartbeat was almost at peak… and amol said “Neha”
“Neha?.. Kon aahe re??” It was a shock to anagha… Did I hear the right name ? oh my god thoughts were just revolving in her head. When u face something serious , you don’t know how severe pain that one moment is going to give when you are alone.
Amol Said once again lookin at ground “Neha Bhatnagar, junior batch”
“Amol!! Tu theek tar aahes na,,,, tu tichyasobat bolla pan nasshil.. malamahit aahe.. Junior batch yeun just 1 month jhala aahe and what are you saying? Seriously?? I mean really?” Anagha was sounding very normal.. the shock has not absorbed in her heart yet…
Amol said “ho anagha… I like her and I want to be her friend once again, actually I know her from school and when I saw her in college I was just happy.. but in school because of me she had to face a difficult situation…. She had to once call her parents and got failed in a subject even though mistake was not her.. I had thrown the copy chits on the front bench.. unfortunately this girl was sitting on that seat.. examiner caught and it was so embarrassing for her.. that age I did not even dared to tell all this to her.. now I want to say sorry… I don’t know how she would have taken that time.. but I want to say sorry to her.. ”
“I have spoken to her many times since the college have started and I feel something different for her… I know this feeling is different.. I have started caring for her.., and since then I am not feeling well” Amol kept on speaking
“You are my best friend anagha.. I know you will understand me… yesterday she was not well ..i was constantly looking at her from my seat .. (Juniors class in just in front of the senior batch) and I really felt I should help her.. go to her and hug her!” Amol stopped
“Amol.. Ek minute Thamb.. I m getting papa’s call” Anagha took out her cell from bag and Walked away from him…. Amol knew cell was not ringing and neither had vibrated… The last line had shocked anagha…
And he was not wrong.. Anagha’s cell battery was off and she was pretending to speak to dad… she had turned away from him and walked some distance ahead… she wiped her tears very tactfully and finishing the fake call she came back. Actually now she had a strong heart to face the moment…. (This is the best quality in girls , when they can’t handle the situation they take just a few minutes to get back.. just two tears help the girls to get back)
“Yes amol… Aik… I understood your feeling! But please wait and decide is it really true! Or its just affection?” Anagha told him in firm voice.. “I mean please be sure about it!”
“No anagha ! I am sure!” Amol said with a firm voice.
This time Anagha did the best acting of her life and told him that “ Oh Dear !! heartiest congratulations” “ I know it must be very difficult for you but now don’t think anything… lets go to lectures now.. I mean.. atta aapan kahi vichar nako karayla yabaddal pan I will definitely help you in some way!”
When heart breaks it dosen’t makes sound but it gives the massive pain!
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